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Saturday, September 23

i gave birth to a pumpkin

this is probably gonna sound strange but here goes anyway.

i absolutely abhorr thinking and i have been on a thinking strike for the past 2 weeks.

not that it deserves special mention since it's been quite a chronic illness of mine. it's almost a miracle how i made it this far, academically. i shoulda been kicked out of primary one.

over msn, kayjal asked me why i didn't wanna pursue visual arts since i'm at the moment most passionate about it. to that i replied that, i couldn't quite reconcile my love for what i'm learning with my aversion to writing essays. i must be one confused arts student.

now if there's one thing i hate, it's synthesizing my thoughts into a coherent form. that's the most ludicruos thing ever, why would anyone wanna do that? if you kept everything to yourself, no one would fault you for being stupid, just plain myserious. ;) haha. nah im kidding about that.

so anyway i'm in the most excruciating pain ever. i've been trying, and trying being the operative word here, to write my english essay for the past 2 weeks but i just bloody refuse to think. its inane i know. but that's me. i'd much rather do a 10km run right now if my essay would jst write itself. this essay is worth 35 percent. and after this, it's 2 more essays. somebody shoot me.

it's due on thursday but i forsee that on wednesday, it'll just be me and my panties in a bunch with not a fragment of an essay.

somehow, now that i've done well for the umat and i know that if i just maintain my gpa, i'd get in to medicine, it's totally putting the pressure on. because if i do not get in, it'll be because of my dismal gpa which is the direct result of my unwillingness to do my bloody assignments.

yeah and i am starting to observe a trend with fellow uni bloggers like christina and grace, that uni is slowly starting to eat away at our lives. just look at the number of geeky entries we write.

I WANT THIS SHIT TO BE OVER. 1.5 MONTHS, 1.5 MONTHS .. HANNGGG IN THEREEE YOU FARTFANOOOGEN!

xoxo;
3:12 PM

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